After

I do not deserve to be loved 
I do not deserve to have love that gives me butterflies 
I do not deserve a love where my lover fears he will lose me 
I do not deserve a love where effort is intentional 
Nor does my body deserve to be worshipped 
I do not deserve my heart to skip a beat at the thought of my lover 
I deserve my heart being ripped out of my chest 
My lover treating me like an option 
My feelings being trampled upon 
My fragile heart hasn’t learnt how to beat 
My fragile heart 
like a broken glass 
It might not glue itself back together 
I do not deserve to have a best friend 
I do not deserve to be happy 
I see it now
I do 

References (Example)

[1] <name>, '<title>' (online, <year>) <link>.
[2] BULB, 'Write to Earn. Read to Earn' (online, 2022) <https://www.bulbapp.io/>